The life and times of an Aussie women who has found herself fertility challenged and in limbo.

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It never ceases to amaze me what people get worked up about. People being well me.

The other day I was so stressed about moving, today I am so frustrated with the weather. One minute the sun is out the next its pouring with rain outside… no warning. Meaning the stuff I had been working so hard on getting dry today is now all saturated and the energy I was saving on not turning the dryer on is now a thing of the past.

I have always envied those blissfully happy people. I’m sure you know the type. Maybe your even one of them. Those people who breeze through life with ease. Happy go lucky, never a frown. Where does it come from? Try as I might to develop this disposition it has long evaded my personality. Though lately I have started to really see how much a positive outlook and a ” can do” attitude can impact on life. I am a convert to what you put out you get back. I have been testing the theory its quite amazing really, you should give it a try.

Although I know all these things its still so hard at times to be Mrs Positive, Mrs Always land on her feet. I honestly think it does take more work to be negative but somedays I go that route anyway.

Worry, fear, anxiety and all in all negativity are deeply ingrained in me. My father, my mother my grandparents all had these traits. I believe the only difference between them and I is… I see it in myself, I feel myself falling into bouts of anxiety and I do my best to get up fighting.

What I’m trying to say is no ones all positive and no one is all negative and some times it pays to be a little bit of a pessimist. Its all about balance.

Love to all 

   xx J